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What the Unassisted Childbirth Movement Means for Birth Providers

I met with a good friend and midwifery colleague for lunch this week. It was great to see her. We had worked together in my former midwifery practice for almost three years before I left in June. She was about halfway through her intrapartum rotation with us as a student on my first day as a new midwife, so when she started in the practice just shy of a year after I did, we quickly became friends. That’s the hard part about leaving. The great part is that when you get together again, you spend less time groaning about your work situation (though that is definitely allowed) and more time talking about the things that interest you: life, love, work, whatever.

Rani brought a really funky looking alt-birth magazine that she wanted to show me because she thought I might be interested in getting a subscription. While I was flipping through it, she mentioned that one of the articles was about unassisted birth and how it really upset her. Given the constraints of our lunch, I wasn’t able to read the article, but we did end up having a lively discussion about unassisted birth and why some women choose it.

Let’s face it, the idea of giving birth unassisted, with no skilled caregiver in attendance, gives the vast majority of obstetrical care providers of all stripes chest pain and would send the large majority of women running for the nearest hospital and camping out there during their last trimester. When women do not have access to prenatal care and skilled birth attendants, maternal and infant mortality and morbidity are high. Postpartum hemorrhage and complications of obstructed labor including, but not limited to, infection, obstetrical fistula and fetal death are at their highest rates in parts of the world where women do not have access to skilled care providers. So why is there an entire movement of women (albeit small), largely here in the US, choosing to provide their own prenatal care and deliver their babies unassisted?

Some would say that this ‘keep your hands off my body’ mentality is a distinctly American one. We Americans have always been known for our feisty, independent spirits. But in this case, that is not the answer. When reading posts about unassisted childbirth on the internet via blogs and message boards, it seems that the majority of these women are not first-time mothers. They have had one or more children within our medical system (and I used the term system lightly) and have come away so dissatisfied that they have opted to go it alone. The fact that they have chosen the inherently more dangerous route for both themselves and their babies after careful examination of the evidence and their own experience is a massive failure for every person providing care to women.

Maternal morbidity in American hospitals is high. Skyrocketing cesarean section rates, providers who still perform routine episiotomy without patient consent, ‘the husband stitch’ (don’t get me started), have many of us shaking our heads at the state of things wondering how loud we have to shout to make change. Yet these things are happening with alarming frequency and causing women who feel they have no other choice to seek out alternatives to ‘standard’ care.

Some women choose home birth with a qualified midwife, a fantastic option for the majority of women who want it. Some choose a birth center whether in or out of the hospital, while others simply try finding a new hospital or a different kind of skilled care provider. Unfortunately, these are not always viable options. Too many women do not have access to a handful of different hospitals in their town or an obstetrical care provider on every other block. Some women have had a cesarean birth in the only hospital they have any kind of access to and are told they must have another cesarean birth because the hospital does not allow VBACs. So what is that woman’s choice? She can refuse repeat c-section, yes, that’s true. But in a hospital that doesn’t allow them, I can almost guarantee you that she will not be treated respectfully by the people who are supposed to be caring for her. She will be coerced at every turn by everyone to have a surgical birth. So what does she do? Perhaps she looks for a homebirth midwife. But there is likely not going to be one in her area thanks to a shortage of obstetrical providers of all types, and if there is one, they may not feel comfortable with attending a VBAC out of the hospital. Or even worse, home birth might be illegal in her state. So what does she do? She chooses to give birth at home unassisted.

One may ask about women who labor alone at home and come in crowning or give birth on the way to the hospital, and I am always the first to argue that these births (when full term) rarely have bad outcomes. But: 1) these are generally women who have received prenatal care, and 2) are in the hospital or their midwife had arrived at their home for the most risky part of childbirth: third stage. Delivery of the placenta is the time that most postpartum hemorrhages occur, and without treatment, they are deadly.

A leading cause of maternal death worldwide, ACOG estimates that approximately one woman dies of PPH every four minutes around the world equaling around 140,000 deaths per year. PPH prevention, recognition and quick treatment are absolutely essential, and someone giving birth with no skilled attendant is likely to be missing at least one of the three key pieces to that puzzle.

Not all the women choosing to give birth this way are running from repeat c-sections. Many are simply running from the interventions that have made labor more difficult, the experience unpleasant, and are often unproven in their benefits. Not to mention, for the mother seeking an un-medicated labor, the L&D nurse and/or obstetrician who get angry when she declines an epidural and desires to be mobile in labor. The mobile laboring woman needs constant care. You can’t just strap her to the monitor, turn the TV on for her and tell her to call if the pump starts beeping. You have to check for fetal heart tones periodically and talk to her. She needs support. Given that in a ‘typical’ labor with an epidural, none of the medical staff spend more than five minutes at a time at her bedside until it is time to push, one can see how this could color the attitude of the person providing said care. For some women, that is fine. It is the experience they want. No pain, no strangers unless needed. But for most, this is an incredibly vulnerable time and whether she is anesthetized or experiencing the full throes of labor, she needs to be cared for.

Many women (rightly) feel that they have not been cared for in labor. How many times have I been asked both as a staff midwife and as an RN, “When is my doctor coming?” and had to answer “Probably when you are seven or eight centimeters.” These are not words that women want to hear, though many have learned to accept it, and there are many, many amazing L&D nurses out there who fill that gap and take beautiful care of the families entrusted to them. Unfortunately, there are many who will get snippy if you don’t take that epidural because they don’t want to hear you moan, or they are tired, or they are having a bad day. And most women do not have the option to walk out and go somewhere else.

Why are we losing this small, but vitally important population of women? Because we are not meeting their needs. Basta. That’s the end of the story. We must change that and strive to meet the needs of every pregnant and laboring woman to the best of our ability. Yes, I’ve heard and lived the lawsuit argument. There is not an obstetrical provider out there who doesn’t practice with the black cloud of our lawsuit-happy culture over their heads. It’s hard. Every move you make, you make and document, trying to be sure that you dot all of your i’s and cross all of your t’s in the event that you receive a summons 15 years down the line. That’s the reality of our culture and that too has to change.

Somehow, we need to remember, culturally, that nothing in life is guaranteed, especially childbearing. Having babies has always been risky. Labor can develop complications. Babies are not always born perfect, and if they are, may still develop problems later on in their childhood. So yes, recognition of risk by everyone is absolutely necessary, but so too is the need to take care of mothers and babies who have catastrophic events and require a high level of extensive care for months or years. Health care reform is here, like it or not, and we can all raise a voice to be sure that sufficient care is provided so that lawsuits don’t have to be threatened for things that are no one’s fault, and more good obstetrical providers will stay in practice for longer periods of time. I recall reading that the average time an OB/GYN spends practicing obstetrics during their entire career is 10 years. That is a shame and really needs to change. We are facing a shortage of OB/GYN providers of all stripes and we need to keep the ones we have who want to continue practicing, but who are all too often burnt out by the perceived risks.

Health care reimbursement is also dropping, and providers are countering that by seeing more patients in a day than is safe. I don’t care who you are, you shouldn’t be seeing 50 patients in an 8 hour day. Not only can your care not be in any way thorough, the patient will leave your office not feeling cared for, which, in my opinion, is a key factor in lawsuits. People who feel they can talk to their care provider and will be listened to, who feel that things have been explained to them sufficiently, and feel empowered to make good choices are less likely to sue. We all need to work together to figure out how to maintain, or, in many cases, reestablish relationships with the people in our care.

We need to grab hold of these consumers who are choosing what is almost always the less-safe option and ask them what we can do to bring them back in. Do we need to recruit a homebirth midwife to their area and have that midwife feel supported by the obstetrical community? Do we need to allow VBACs at the local hospital? Allow her to refuse an intervention such as continuous electronic fetal monitoring and not feel harassed by staff? Do we need to not withhold nutrition from her as she labors? How about offer her more valid medical options for pain relief other than ineffective narcotics or total sensation blocking epidurals? (Nitrous Oxide aka Gas and Air, anyone?) The answer to all of these is a resounding YES. Of course, there will always be counterculture, and women will choose to give birth unassisted, but I think fewer would make that choice if they truly felt that they would be supported in the choices they made for their health and that of their unborn child. They have their own best interest at heart, and it’s time that we did too.

 

Have you chosen an unassisted birth? I would love to hear from you. The whys and wherefores really interest me as both a provider of women’s healthcare and public heath junkie.

 

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That’s a line from a song that I just love and kind of describes my life right now. When I found out that the MMBP in BC** didn’t get funded and I was going to have to completely rearrange my life, I was so disappointed and discouraged. I didn’t know if there were any jobs in the US where I could live in an urban area and still practice midwifery in the way I had been hoping to. However, I was determined to see what was out there, and found the options and opportunities to be very interesting. In the end, I’ve accepted a position with a practice in Cambridge, MA. I really feel that it is a place where I can practice midwifery, have a voice for change, be happy, and find a home. I’m just beginning the long credentialing process, and really, really looking forward to getting back to work. It turns out, that when one door closes, you can open the one across the hall if you have the right tools.

In the meantime, I plan to do a bit of traveling, relax, do some singing and a lot of yoga. And maybe spend a month in Mexico learning Spanish. We’ll see. This whole experience has taught me that allowing yourself to be open to the possibilities can bring so much into your life. It’s brought me people I didn’t even know I needed, insights into my own character and drive that I’d never explored, and a great midwifery opportunity that I almost didn’t apply for.

I’m also working on a series of posts about midwifery and the culture and counterculture surrounding it in the US. I figure, if I’m going to stay in this country and practice here, I need to use the voice that I do have to try and open up some doors. Or at least enter the dialogue. I’m talking posts, music, video clips, short films, webisodes– whatever we need to talk on every level. So look for these in the coming days and weeks, and share them with your friends. Let’s get people talking. Let’s be open and honest and respectful of each other. Let’s join the party and hope that even if we are a little late, the killer heels that we are wearing garner some excitement.

Namaste.

 

*Florence + the Machine
**Thus ends my ‘becoming a canadian midwife’ tag

Dec
24

Happy Christmahanakwanzakah!

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Hello Dear Readers!

Well, we are running down the last several days of a very eventful 2011, and I am hoping for an interesting 2012. Barring a miracle of funding, Vanocouver is a no-go in 2012, so I’ve been interviewing a little to see what’s out there, and I start 2012 with a slew of interviews, so I’m really excited to open up the next chapter. Who knows, maybe the best situation is right here. To be honest, the coming interview that I am most excited about is with Medecins Sans Frontieres. It’s unlikely that will yield anything immediate, but I’m still pretty stoked. It’s work I’d really like to do.  I have to admit that this surprises me. When I went to midwifery school, I was terrified of the prospect of going to work in the developing world like so many people seemed really interested in doing. The idea of facing maternal and infant death on a  fairly regular basis because of lack of access to surgical delivery or anti-hemorragic drugs made me want to run screaming and bury my head in the sand. I suppose after a few years of living how good prenatal, intrapartum, and postpartum care can influence outcomes, I want to be part of helping bring that to people who don’t have it.

Yes, I can do that right here in NYC. I have thought of that. But there is something about the fearful way obstetrical care is handled here, and the way providers of that care are treated, that just makes me also want to run screaming. And it’s not fear of bad outcomes. It’s fear of being SUED for bad outcomes, and that’s the sad state of our medical system.

I am looking forward to finding the right fit and the right place to be a midwife and to think about being a mother. In 2012, I will turn 38 which means the clock is ticking, so serious thinking has been going on, and I think this may be the year to start trying. I just need to get settled first, but my heart feels ready, and my bank account is about as ready as it will ever be.

So, 2011 was a difficult, eventful year. Here’s hoping to a wonderfully eventful 2012. I am not a resolution maker, but this year, I plan on making my blog a regular thing, so stay tuned to this space for wonders and delights of midwifery, music, and life.

 

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Dec
02

A little lightness of being

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Hello, Dear Readers,

I thought after my last post’s sturm und drang, I should post a something a little lighter and a little more heartful.

The interview process is going really well. I have 3 practices who want to meet me, the question now being am I willing to give up Canada, or am I merely postponing it? I’m still deep in thought about it and will see, depending on the fit of these practices.

Moving is stressful, and that definitely colored my last post. However, I know that I have much to be thankful for. I may be temporarily moving to scenes unknown, but I know I will never be homeless and that is a great blessing. I mean, I was planning on moving to the suburbs of Vancouver this month, I’m really not certain why the suburbs of NYC freak me out so much. But here we go. Next Saturday, all of my worldly belongings will reside at my sister’s beautiful home in Connecticut. My life will continue to be in NYC until such time as I take a job here, in another city or go to Canada. I’m not sure exactly when Brooklyn began to feel like home, but it has, and change is scary.

However, change is good! These past six months have been one of the most intensely creative periods of my life. I’ve written what I’m told is a really awesome sci-fi/fantasy web series, acted, sung, fought, and met some amazing, amazing people. I’ve worked as a midwife and an RN Caught babies and advocated for patients to be sure they got the care they deserved and were safe in the getting of that care. I’ve organized a team that built a house for a Sanctuary for Kids, and I’m going to get the chance to get to know my beautiful nieces better by living with my sister, temporarily, and what an awesome thing that is. They have both become these incredibly poised young women whom I really want to get to know better.

I’m trying to just allow myself to be in the moment. If I don’t catch another baby for 6 months, I’ll be disappointed, but my neither my life nor my midwifery career will be over. Nerves happen, and I’m glad to have readers like you who get that. I’m very glad that I have skills that will always be in demand so that I will never go hungry, and that I love what I do so very much that I can be more or less happy doing it anywhere.

I’m very much looking forward to spending some time with my LA friends in a couple of weeks, both for being with lovely, lovely people and for really determining if I could live out there either temporarily or permanently. I thank you all for continuing to read, and promise wonderful times ahead, no  matter how scary they may seem to me.

Namaste

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The title of this post is a question, not an answer, unfortunately.

As many of you know, I was getting set to move to British Columbia to do the multi-jurisdictional midwifery bridging program to become a midwife in Canada. I gave up the lease on my apartment and planned to move in with my sister for a month before heading to Canada to do the program and then, when it was over, to relocate permanently.

I put a lot of eggs in that basket. In fact, I dumped the whole dozen in there. I left a midwifery job where I was very unhappy to do some odd midwifery and nursing jobs which I have enjoyed, but mostly enjoyed knowing they were short term and exciting things were on the horizon. In the first part of November, I attended a great conference in Niagra Falls, Ontario. It was a joint CAM/MANA conference and I learned so much about what midwives are doing all over North America. It regenerated my passion for midwifery, which was a boost I really needed, but it was there that I found out that the MMBP had not received funding for the January 2012 offering. This was obviously an enormous blow to my plans.

From the program, I have heard that there may, possibly be an accelerated offering given in the summer of 2012 for selected candidates. But there is no way to tell who those candidates (other than the ones who had already  been assessed into the accelerated option) might be. I have heard from other sources that it is extremely doubtful that the other provinces can make an offering in the summer term happen because of the way their midwifery programs are structured, which would mean a January 2013 start date. I have also been encouraged to apply to the Ontario IMPP program which is a similar program and would lead me to being a Registered Midwife in Ontario, but I could eventually apply for reciprocity to BC.

A little panic set in at the conference. I had a PLAN. Not only for my career, but for my life. I think that I’ve mentioned in my blog before that I want to have a baby. I’ve wanted to for a long time, but being single has made that something of a challenge. On the other hand, I’m 37 years old. Am I willing to risk my waning fertility in waiting for either Mr Right OR my desire to become a Canadian midwife? It’s something I’m examining extremely closely right now.

I haven’t been sitting on my butt contemplating either. I’ve been aggressively applying for US jobs as well. I have a second interview on Skype tomorrow with a Planned Parenthood in Southern California. I am a huge fan of the work that Planned Parenthood does, but I wouldn’t be catching babies, and I’m not sure I can live on the salary they offer in a place where the cost of living is nearly as high as it is here in the BK. I have a second, in-person interview with a freestanding birth center practice, also in SoCal, when I am out there on vacation in 2 weeks. Both are exciting prospects. I have expressed interest in a permanent position with the hospital I am currently credentialed at per-diem in midwifery, and an upcoming interview with a practice in Boston.

Jobs in the US tend to be all-or-nothing, hospital or out-of-hospital, and I really admire the Canadian midwifery model. It has its flaws, as all models of medical practice do. But I feel strongly that they offer women a full palate of choices, while giving midwives a large degree of autonomy and integration, and that is a model of care that I really want to be a part of.

The main thing I need to consider is- what do I really want? Yes, I am in love with Vancouver. I got off the plane when I arrived for a midwifery conference in July 2010 and knew I had come home. But am I willing to put everything on hold for another six months to a year? It’s a very difficult thing for me to do. I’m so madly passionate about my work in midwifery, and I find working as an L&D RN frustrating. I love the people I work with, especially the amazing nurses who care so much for the patients. But right now, I am in a hospital with a c-section rate near the 60% mark and I find the practices I see so frustrating and upsetting. I don’t want to close any doors, but I know I want to be working in midwifery. I would love to volunteer in a developing nation, but the expense is prohibitive. I have put in an application to Doctor’s without Borders, but that also remains to be seen.

So, my perfectly good, solid life plan has thrown me a massive curveball and I am still trying to figure out just what it is that I need to do. In NYC, I have a strong creative community and a solid midwifery integration into the healthcare system, even if it is a more medical model than I am wholly comfortable with. Other areas of the country have varying degrees of autonomy, creative life, and overall quality of life which may or may not be conducive to single motherhood. Canada has the practice model I want. It’s a massive dilemma.

So, dear readers, I thank you for reading this far, and am open to all thoughts and opinions. I appreciate any comments you may have to offer.

Namaste.